We would have been a cute couple
but when I met his racist friend, I exited gracefully. And I’m good with that.
I don’t need that stress in my life. I also didn’t want to have a conversation
that went, “Hey, I think you’re great and I like you but your racist friend makes
me very uncomfortable…” Passing on a guy who seemed cool at the moment was
something I wrestled with, but life is too short to wrestle with that kind of
uncertainty. Plus, I couldn’t ignore the confirmed evidence, reservations, and
warnings from people who gave me a heads up. “I don’t know if you want to date
someone white. Because even if he’s not racist, you know some of his family and
friends might be.” I didn’t completely agree with that statement at first, but
I started to wonder. Sometimes you have to cut your losses and move on. It’s
odd and scary, but truthfully not at all surprising, that race is still an issue
for some people. And while I’m still open to dating across all kinds of racial
lines, I don’t want or need to complicate my life. The silver lining in all
this was catching and cutting things early before anything got too serious. And
just another sign that God has something else better in mind, so all is not
lost. I’ll be just fine.
Ghosting: the practice of ending a personal relationship with someone by suddenly and without explanation withdrawing from all communication. I’ve been ghosted by every guy I’ve met within the past two years. About six to be exact. · The first guy pursued me and then got shady whenever I asked him about what he did for a living and where he lived. When he started dodging and avoiding questions, wouldn’t initiate dates, and slowly stopped keeping in touch with me altogether, eventually, all communication ceased. · The second guy was someone I met through a family member. He was super cool, very smart, handsome, and funny, but didn’t want to be in a relationship and acted like he didn’t want to be seen with me publicly. When we had plans to meet for an outing, he didn’t show up, and then texted me about a week later with an apology. We chilled at my place a few times, had a few phone conversations, and exchanged occasional texts, but eventually he stopped responding to me