This One Time, At Church Camp…

The summer I was nine, my parents started sending me to an overnight Christian camp. It became a thing I looked forward to each summer. In the beginning I wasn’t excited, but once I arrived and met other girls just like me (the kind who practically spent their lives in church too) I was hype. A lot of us came from different areas, races, and backgrounds, but we were all about Jesus. My summers at the camp were the best, because it’s where I felt accepted in ways I hadn’t been, back home or at school. The set up was nice. We girls were assigned to cabins, with two female counselors and a group of other young women. The week girls arrived boys weren’t allowed (except for the male counselors that worked there, which a lot of us ending up crushing on.) The camp had all kinds of things like horseback riding, golf, chapel services, swimming, arts and crafts, and a gym where we’d all play games. Even though I was amongst a tribe of other girls I had a lot in common with, I was still relatively, quiet and shy, so one day when one of the leaders asked me to participate in a live recording, I was surprised. To this day I don’t know why she picked me, but she did.

My job was to read John 3:16, “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”

It was a go-to scripture that a lot of Christians usually memorize early on. This reading and recording would take place during a service the camp was having. I practiced and I was nervous, but I did it. I’ll never forget that. My time at camp was when I also started to notice guys, have my first crushes, build friendships, and grow closer to the Lord. I miss that time, and how unaware I was of how bad the world could be, and how on fire I was for the Lord. It was just a good time. People communicated without the distraction of technology, and were present while enjoying each other’s company. I went to that camp every summer until was twelve, and I’m grateful to have had the experience.

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