I believe in having crazy, wild, and absolutely
ridiculous - faith. Yes, I’ve been ridiculed for possessing this kind of faith,
but I’ve also reaped huge blessings from it as well. Hebrews 11:1 reads, “Now
faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.”
Faith is the kind of thing where you prepare for things that haven’t manifested
just yet. Believers should grasp this but I’ve seen that many don’t, and this
is not okay. I’ve also watched sinners have unwavering faith, and have things
come together in their lives in incredible ways. To be honest, I used to feel
some type of way about that. I used to be like, God, are you kidding me? I’m saved, I live right. I pray, worship,
give, fast, and I’m faithful. How come they’re prospering over me like that? I
know that can be interpreted as judgmental, but when I would see unsaved folks
prospering over saved folks living for the Lord, sometimes, it left me
perplexed. Ultimately, I learned it’s none of my business how God decides to
bless someone else. What He does in someone else’s life, saved or unsaved, is
not my concern and whenever I start to feel some type of way, I try to shut it
down real quick. I don’t ever want to be mistaken for being a hater. Ever.
Anyways, when I started diving more into this faith thing, I recognized that as
I prayed and waited for different results, God was waiting on me and saying, I hear you, but where’s your faith? I
had faith but it needed to be refreshed. During this season of my life, I’ve
made some faith moves that were uncomfortable, scary, and didn’t guarantee the
results I’d hope for, but with each faith step forward, I noticed how God
rewarded my faith. The more I stepped, the more He showed up and delivered
beyond my expectations. Faith works, and radical faith really changes things. I’m not insisting that you go out and do
crazy things just because you want to
do them, (I have faith but I also believe in exercising wisdom) however, if you
sense that it’s time to activate your faith, do it. It can and will change your
life.
Ghosting: the practice of ending a personal relationship with someone by suddenly and without explanation withdrawing from all communication. I’ve been ghosted by every guy I’ve met within the past two years. About six to be exact. · The first guy pursued me and then got shady whenever I asked him about what he did for a living and where he lived. When he started dodging and avoiding questions, wouldn’t initiate dates, and slowly stopped keeping in touch with me altogether, eventually, all communication ceased. · The second guy was someone I met through a family member. He was super cool, very smart, handsome, and funny, but didn’t want to be in a relationship and acted like he didn’t want to be seen with me publicly. When we had plans to meet for an outing, he didn’t show up, and then texted me about a week later with an apology. We chilled at my place a few times, had a few phone conversations, and exchanged occasional texts, but eventually he stopped responding to me