When I was 11 I wrote a fan letter to Sarah Michelle
Gellar. To my surprise, I got a response. At the time I was obsessed with her
show Buffy the Vampire Slayer and
wanted to let her know how much I loved it. Looking back, writing a letter with
anticipation of getting a response was naïve but I believed something would
happen if I did, so I went for it. (Imagine what would happen for you if you
possessed that kind of faith as an adult.) Even more surprising was the fact
that my parents let me watch the show.
I was raised Christian and remember a church member at the time referring to
the show as “demonic”, but if my parents didn’t have a problem with me watching
it, I was unbothered. At the time, I thought there was no one cooler than a
butt kicking teenager who fought vampires, went to high school, and had close
friends. Buffy Summers was awesome. I
can’t remember exactly what I wrote in the letter, but I do remember how
excited I was to see a letter from California waiting for me when I got home
from school. With excitement, I ripped open the sealed envelope and there was
an autographed photo of Sarah Michelle Gellar that read, Best Wishes xoxo. I thought I was the coolest kid ever. I took the
autographed photo to school, showed all my friends and teachers, and was told
that it probably wasn’t really hers, but
as an eager 5th grader, it was
real to me. As a kid, I can’t think of a cooler fan moment than getting the
kind of response I did. Although I no longer have the photo, it’s a fond fan
girl memory I’ll never forget.
Ghosting: the practice of ending a personal relationship with someone by suddenly and without explanation withdrawing from all communication. I’ve been ghosted by every guy I’ve met within the past two years. About six to be exact. · The first guy pursued me and then got shady whenever I asked him about what he did for a living and where he lived. When he started dodging and avoiding questions, wouldn’t initiate dates, and slowly stopped keeping in touch with me altogether, eventually, all communication ceased. · The second guy was someone I met through a family member. He was super cool, very smart, handsome, and funny, but didn’t want to be in a relationship and acted like he didn’t want to be seen with me publicly. When we had plans to meet for an outing, he didn’t show up, and then texted me about a week later with an apology. We chilled at my place a few times, had a few phone conversations, and exchanged occasional texts, but eventually he stopped responding to me