Awhile back I streamed a sermon from one of my
favorite speakers, T.D. Jakes. It was titled The Choice That Breaks The Curse. He spoke about curses, and how
some of the negative things you say can have the power to curse yourself and/or
others. Words are powerful and can have an incredible impact, whether people
realize it or not. In the sermon he said, “To curse me is to speak wickedness
against my future.” It’s important to be careful what you say to people, especially
during times when you may be upset. Think about times when someone may have said
something to you out of anger, or times when you may have said something
hurtful to someone, because you were upset with them. That’s speaking wickedness
against another person’s future. Even if
it’s not done with intent, the damage it causes is hard to reverse, even
if apologies happen. I wish I didn’t remember some of the negative things that
were said to me in the past, as well as negative things I’ve said when I was in a heightened emotional state. Although I’ve forgiven the people who’ve said
them, and had to make my own apologies for things I’ve said, I still find
myself having to wrestle away the curses in prayer and by diving into my word.
You can also curse people by what you don’t
say. A great example of this was brought up in the sermon, in reference to the relationship between
parents and their children. If you’re a parent that makes your love or approval
a challenge to receive, you can curse your own child and not even realize it.
It doesn’t hurt to tell your kids things like, “I’m proud of you”, or “You’re
doing a great job.” Words are spirit, and anything you say out of your mouth can
either bless or curse someone. When I get angry or upset about something someone says or does, I pause and wait before responding. I’ve also found that going to
God and saying, Lord, show me how to
handle this… can help. I don’t want to be responsible or worse, have to
answer to God about cursing someone with something negative I’ve said. It really gets on my nerves when people use
cop outs like, “I was just playing…” when they say something negative or
hurtful, too. Because even if you think you’re
being playful or kidding, you’re still saying something that can have a
negative impact. Don’t do that. Be the kind of person that spreads blessings,
not curses, over your life and the lives of others.
About a year ago, I had a dream my dad wanted to talk to our family about something serious. I wasn’t sure what he wanted to discuss, but I knew it was something I needed to prepare myself for. Around the time after I had this dream, I remember stopping by my parents place and sensing something was going on that they weren’t telling me. I tried to dismiss what I’d been feeling, but I couldn’t shake it. Something serious was happening. As I returned to my home after visiting them one day, I was in my kitchen washing dishes when a heaviness hit my heart like nothing I’d ever felt before. Something’s wrong with dad. That’s what that dream was about. God, what’s going on? As I continued washing dishes, I started crying and praying. Then in mid-spring, my dad held an unexpected family meeting that would change all our lives forever. He hesitated at first, and as his voice started cracking and he started crying, he said, “Well, I wanted to talk to ya’ll to tell you that I have kidney disea...