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Fasting

A little while ago, I had a dream I was standing over my own dead body. I could see myself laid out and in the background, I saw different people I used to be acquainted with, and environments I used to frequent. I looked peaceful and after I saw myself, I walked away. When I woke up from this dream, I wondered, “What does this all mean?” I did a little research and found out this kind of dream symbolizes moving forward. It’s a representation of ending one chapter of life, and starting another -- which makes sense considering I graduated from college about a month ago. Since schools been done, I’ve found myself in a new and uncertain season of transition, a season that at the beginning stages, freaked me out as none of my plans came together like I thought, however, things have actually gotten better. In the early to middle stages of this transition, I went on a fast and I wasn’t prepared for the level of clarity, direction, and breakthroughs that God had for me on the other side. I’m not just talking about the kind of fasting where one turns down their plate, although I did do that, I also fasted on secular music and social media for awhile, too, and gained a new level of insight that I hadn’t had before. I was able to connect with God, and be vulnerable and honest with Him, in ways I hadn’t before because I chose to die to my flesh, sacrifice, and draw near to Him, while facing one of the most challenging seasons of transition in my life. Removing the noise from my life helped me to really hear. Whenever I fast, I can definitely see the areas in my heart and spirit that are in need of some tune ups. This is a process that takes work and intentionality on a regular basis. I think there’s so much to be gained from fasting, taking a step back from all the noise in life, and going to my Father, instead of my family, friends, or social media to vent, trying to get help with things no one can physically help me through, and rely on God to heal and help me in the places that I don’t talk about, with the things no one can understand the way He does.  

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